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(STFU)

thinking. [16 Feb 2007|04:33pm]

[ mood | distressed ]

So I pretty much just feel like a mess. Everyone else around me is moving on and I just can't really do it. Krystle was my best friend. And I'd JUST gotten her back. And she can't be gone. She's supposed to be here. She's missing everything. :( I just want her back. I'd give up anything, I'd give it all up for her to just be here. I don't care how selfish I am, I miss my damn best friend.

And to top it off, Daniel and I have the worst relationship ever. I don't know if I can even do it anymore. The shit he does to me. I mean, all of it. I'm humiliated and pathetic and I fucking hate it. I don't get why I even bother:/. No one even fucking knows. He loves me? Yeah right. That's why I get cussed out if I call him 10 minutes late, or talk to someone else, or GOD, anything. I can't do anything right. I feel like I'm always in trouble. Boyfriend's aren't supposed to make you feel like that. I'm pretty sure that's not how it's supposed to work. I'm sore and I hurt and I feel like crawling in a hole and dying. I try so hard for him. ALL I do is try to make things better but no matter what I do, it's never enough. I'll never be enough. He can't even act like he likes me. He acts like he has to put up with me, like I'm the worst thing ever. And I never even did anything to him. I'm so sick of feeling like this. I've turned into the type of girl that lets her boyfriend cheat and stays around. I get the crap beat out of me, I swear to God, and I stay. I mean, GOD, I defend him. Wtffffffff :( . I hate this. I really hate it.

Well, whatever. Peace the fuck out.

(STFU)

bleh. [25 Jan 2007|05:30pm]

[ mood | whateva ]

long time no talk.

daniel and are definitely together.
and we're doing great.
we broke up for a little while.
and he hurt me really bad,
and i swear,
if i ever see alyssa,
the hoe is dead. =]
but me and HIM worked it out.
i love him and he loves me,
and that's all that matters.

and i got msamylove's birthdaybash coming up.
get ready to party hard =]
cause it is ALWAYS a party with me and mslove.

k. peaceout<3

(OMFG ♥ STFU)

[14 Nov 2006|09:02pm]

Daniel's going to give me "the talk" tonight. I can feel it. And I don't know why I even care. I shouldn't. I shouldn't.

But I do. I always will.

I went through all my old pictures. And I picked out the memories that are my favorite. Or the people that I miss the most. So. Yeah. Here.

( Indulge Bitches. )

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